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i write habitually as a way to verbalize my far too complex thoughts which are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences that complicate life unnessarily.

speak my thoughts.
Monday, February 08, 2010 2/08/2010 12:41:00 AM when we suffered a catastrophic loss. we all moved through 5 distinct stages of grief. we go into denial because the loss is so unthinkable. we can't imagine its true. we become angry with everyone, angry with survivors, angry with ourselves. then we bargain. we begged. we plead. we offer everything we have. we offer our souls, in exchange for just one more day. when the bargaining has failed and the anger is too hard to mainatin.. we fall into depression, despair until finally we have to accept that we have done everything we can, we let go.