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i write habitually as a way to verbalize my far too complex thoughts which are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences that complicate life unnessarily.

speak my thoughts.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 12/30/2009 12:14:00 AM time check; it 12:05am. and since 19:00hrs only the title of my assignment is written on a white piece of paper. bcause when i switched on my lappy, my minds directed to happy island on fb. and you cant blame me. its so very addictive :/

anywaaaaaaaays. shangrila was awesome, and of course with little surprise of cuzzie first's bf :) a little bit of throwing ourselves from 6th story, literally jumping off cliffs at mega zip. the never ending giggles of silly adventure in the so called imbiah forest, the 4th time movie of 300, the gift exchange and the weather throughout is very compromising as well. but this time round, our trip felt a little bit too short t be called holiday, and sure do next time when we go for holidays it'll be a week, tops.

feeling awfully sick, with tempreture of 38 degrees and the icthing dry throats that is killing me with flu like symptoms.. sigh.. i need longer breaks i guess. and no! its not bcause im just starting to do my assignments, but bcause this infectious happen since after the trip :( back t school next week which is a bitch however greater opportunity to countdown this yr, which was whole lot of shit happen, of course besides, the course ive taken n shifting of house nearer t zuli n the 3 times getting bursury and finally letting go of my krr and my 21st sexciting with loves ones, so i shall not complain.

what's my resolution? becoming a paramedic? getting good grades? upgrading? get a a car license? forever ever with zuli? live longer? nah.. i dun tend t plan. bcause when i do, and if it fails, im the the one t be blame and i ending up regretting and sadness and anger builds in and everything else in between. let it all fall into places where i sit back,relax and enjoy the ride.