speak my thoughts.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 9/15/2009 11:41:00 PM
you rushed t talk to me at work, or even at home. and it comes with the "i buzy" reason. and we even barely ask simple question like "nari buke ape?" because you are too buzy WITH YOURSELF. u spent 3 fucking stairght days with your friends and yes im COMPLAINING NOW bcause 1.) U LIED TO ME ABOUT WORKING ON SUNDAY JUST TO DO YOUR FUCKING BIKE, bcause u know i would ask u t pick me up at kallang after my match. B.)you said you were fucking tired yesterday t even teman me t eat when u already buka sedap2 with YOUR FRIEND and being selfish to yourself. and D.) u rushed t talk t me again, and not letting me know what time u coming home and you fucking switch off your hp from 9.30 till now uh. which i know u will give such reasons as batt low, or.. the hp spoil.. so FUCKING TYPICAL OF U. dont tell me you dint touch your hp the whole time la! when u with me u checked it like every 1/2 hr!! FUCK YOU!
im sorry for the angst. but sometimes, it's just killing me. bcause you get sick and tired and you just wish you could shoot yourself.and when you think about it, you ask yourself..
"why am i still with you?"
i write habitually as a way to
verbalize my far too complex thoughts which
are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences
that complicate life unnessarily.
