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i write habitually as a way to verbalize my far too complex thoughts which are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences that complicate life unnessarily.


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Tuesday, April 14, 2009 4/14/2009 11:39:00 PM
this act of us pretending in love, or even thinking its love, or even hoping you be better is getting pretty much bloody tiring .i dont even think i know what's the meaning of love anymore.why hope/will? when you dont even bother. listening to me, accomplishing my needs, only to prove that you're one promising person as to let me stay afloat because you wanted people to know you're the "good one". when you are not being sincere at all.

(breathe....)
i canot do this anymore.

i know i can pull though if i set my mind to it, and i know i'll pull through just because. i think i told you before why, insyaAllah kabul (God willing your prayers would be answered).

and why am i still here with you?