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dido

i write habitually as a way to verbalize my far too complex thoughts which are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences that complicate life unnessarily.

speak my thoughts.
Monday, August 04, 2008 8/04/2008 12:29:00 AM I don't really have anyone to talk to about the way I feel because no one seems to know how to deal with it. I depend too much on my heart and in some ways, I find myself shutting down and saying fewer things to myself thatt leaves me cry bleeding throughout the night.

i'm sick and tired literally of myself. Total of 14 drugs that's all left that i've taken in 1 dosage just because. and i can't feel my feet accept the heat and i'm sweating all over. i kill myself to sleep if i could without this weak body.