speak my thoughts.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 7/23/2008 11:18:00 AM
Because you’re hoping you’re wrong and every time he does something no good you would ignore it and every time he comes through and surprises you, he wins you over and you lose that argument with yourself that he’s not for you.
And on top of that there’s this stand by I can’t believe a boy like that could be with a girl like me. For all that matters you be dumb in no time and be asking forgiveness which you were never wrong in the first place or simply accept the apology and move on to start over new because you are too weak. too weak that you stubbornly know, it will tend to repeat the whole scenario again and again and you know- it will never end.
i need to find my pieces back to uplift myself
and run from all this or
if possible the power to stop this.
i write habitually as a way to
verbalize my far too complex thoughts which
are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences
that complicate life unnessarily.
