speak my thoughts.
Thursday, June 05, 2008 6/05/2008 11:55:00 AM
i'm going for the agency yes because number 1.) i need that fucking money B.) i don't do shift works. and NO i don't want to settle down right now get married, have children and everything. yuck. when i'm only 20 next 16 days, na-uh! i can plan my own future thank you. i can perceive later on and it's not that i taken it for granted it's just that i'm lucky enough that opportunities open to the nursing line is so many. and because i don't think i'm done studying too. and D.) i hate nursing like seriously. so just fucking stop invading my thoughts. it's never going to work. i've already made a mistake by jumping into a relationship. but because love is always part of my life, i never did ever regret and i love the feeling too. but taking a step ahead with love, that's not what i really want/need right now.
bottom line, i fucking know what i want so you don't fucking telling me what's right and wrong, and that what i want. (capish!)
i write habitually as a way to
verbalize my far too complex thoughts which
are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences
that complicate life unnessarily.
