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i write habitually as a way to verbalize my far too complex thoughts which are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences that complicate life unnessarily.


speak

listen





speak my thoughts.
Friday, May 09, 2008 5/09/2008 12:02:00 AM
Finally!! it's raining in TJ.OMG!

today feels tired. i don't know why i am very tired and will get that tired very easily. so changing my skins makes me happy. fuck it doesn't even rhyme.

Wait, before I tuck in, I forgot to carp about something particular that is so disturbing and infuriating. And yes this would be so random, very. because i am too emotionally caught up in everything that happens so manifestly.

1stly.
after my hospitalization discharge. a week later i found out that i had a fractured collar bone and it's dislocated. yes dislocated! and fracture means to mean that i need to cast my upper left shoulder. i have been imagining what i look like, it's horrible. then try guessing how would i fit my clothes. and silly me thought it was only bruises that cost the pain it should be gone by 1 or maybe 2 days tops.and because they say nothing is fractured and i'm well to go home. i hate SGH! i'm gonna sue you already and i DON'T FRIGGING CARE!

2ndly.
i got into this mishap you blame me for not listening. does it even link? despite warnings and advices or even a little hug or warmest of words, you intrude sarcasm at me. and you said you care. i don't think so. and be glad that you are still living. the never ending argument is growing bigger and you know it. neither one of us is going to stop because we human feel sensitive and there is that little room of selfishness that creates the big ego.

i don't need this right now.

I hate the fact that when you need me so badly in terms of problems, I’d be here with open arms and ears. I would give you everything, words, concerns, laughters and patience. When there’s things needed to be done at last minute, you’d come running to me for help, every single time. I did it willingly. It’s all because I care. And yes, for the sake of love. And when it comes to me, I would like to ask you nicely now…

Where the fuck are you?