
i start out on a good morning that i'm so lazy to brag about yesterdays night hullabaloo that i'am still so pissed right now. it gets to me when you end an argument and you freaking went straight to bed. because you leave me hanging feeling so humiliated and pathetic about myself but it seems to you like an everyday routine because you greatly assume it will be a better next morning. it never works for me and i told you many times already, it never will. and just so you know, i am not rushing into things and i deeply understand because i don't want it now either. anyway, thank you for the 10 pcs drumlets. yea, you made my day for just that little while.
i am suffering from massive emotional bitch disorder these days. don't ask.
well, i am looking forward to later spending with munik, we had so much in common eh after all these yrs. undistinguished from likeness to dislikes to friends to type of relationships to almost everything. and oh oh, i receive an invitation to BBDC for 2A course. 2A or waaaaaaaaat! it could be my second thought if it wasn't about the mishap. but i clearly made up my mind on cars and i will get it. soon. time to shower and i'm off.
someone who knows how to love without being told.