i write habitually as a way to
verbalize my far too complex thoughts which
are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences
that complicate life unnessarily.
I want to talk to him about everything. Confrontation is important but the contents of the spats is often too hurtful. it's too hurtful that i cry every night. I cannot afford another heartbreak. maybe promises are meant to be broken due to some circumstances. but do u think it's fair for me? for you being so mr sensitive and everything? hey, i have feelings too. i gave up everything .i think about you almost evryday. I even had to modify my behaviour to heighten your happiness. haven't i done enough already? we have been having little pettie arguments over and over again.and like i mentioned, i am extremely tired of it .you often say the separating ways that easily. you don't seem to care about me already? i reckon we stop this together before any wrong decisions made. please. iLu.
