a surprised by mommy.

MOving on.....

I'm very sad. The harsh of realities of the world had sunk in. And its takes a considerate measure of motivation to pick up the pieces and move on.

I screamed when I ended the test, as if the top of my skull was about to blow off. i knew the outcome as it was obvious careless mistake and that nothing could be done. And then I cried so bad, much to the acute embarassement of others. All because the disappointment of how my life had spun out of control took its toll on me. i really need this badly.

it was so close to an end, unfortunately stupidity of unable to control my balance got it all down the drain at the very last moment of my skills.it broke down my nervousness into irate.and i didn't have the eager into continuing and end it perfectly.

I told munik that I am on a bad luck streak. Because things are really not working out for me.

i've got a mth to brush up and become excellente. i pray i would make it trough this time round. Schools starting soon and i really hope it expedite the time.

thank you for the friends i had, they were very much supportive and giving the endlessly encouragement of not to give up.Thank you for helping me get over this emotional turmoil little by little.Why am I compelled to give you people a huge hug? Because your care and concern is something I really appreciate.

But for now, a stigma stain my name, like some bad reputation that burdens. If only someone would take away my desperation for acceptance..