speak my thoughts.
Saturday, April 21, 2007 4/21/2007 10:00:00 AM
The thread that tethered me to sanity snapped minutes ago.I cancelled the most important test date that i have been counting every second in my life and this is driving me outrageously crazy. I hate being so clumsy and forgetting everything that easily.
Because my time-table sucks and I don’t have that fucking plenty of time to well I say go for the practice like every single day. Fuck it. I am going to lose control at any moment if I don't get over and done it soon. Sigh, I'm stuck with the same, old thingy till eternity and to tell you the truth I’m getting sick of it that most times I feel like giving up. Seriously. It’s dragging my whole hope down to my own grave as I run out of patience already. But most of all, I want to cry. No, really.
Urgrgrhgrhrgrhurgh!!
i want to go far away for the moment til i'm really over it. being calm, doing good and stop dreaming about it most of my time. for that i'm done blogging for this very moment.
and now i pray, real hard this time.
i write habitually as a way to
verbalize my far too complex thoughts which
are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences
that complicate life unnessarily.
