sometimes, the things that i say which is wrong is something that they want to do. its hard for me because i have the best interest for them and yet, they make promises which is not being fulfilled at all. its like being punished for no reason, killed without a purpose or somewhere along those lines. advices are meant to be listened to and to be implemented on actions. if what i say is useless, i might as well isolate myself from this world, clearing up every worthless trace of mine and not be heard from anybody ever again. if im not treated seriously, why should i treat myself differently?