speak my thoughts.
Sunday, February 25, 2007 2/25/2007 09:03:00 AM
My ramblings irritates you,
my mood swings ticks you off.
But I'm a girl,
going through a growing-up phase.
Yes, i'm a fine example of the typical teenage complain,
"nobody loves me"
but if that is equivalent to the truth,
why not?
I just want you to know who I am.
Tell the world you hate me for the troubles I cause,
but love me for what's pure inside.
The world probably won't understand what is going through in my train of thoughts
but if you do, they don't matter.
Don't neglect me deliberately,
I'll slip myself into more gloom.
You won't like me if that happens,
and you'll probably blame me for it.
I am aware of the shit I put you into,
the troubles I cause(d),
the multiple number of times I screwed things up and
the worries I put into your mind each day.
I'm not attempting to make you sympathise with me
but I want to apologise for not being perfect.
Sorry, I'll just try to mend the cracks I've made.
i write habitually as a way to
verbalize my far too complex thoughts which
are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences
that complicate life unnessarily.
