Grudgingly made a trip back home at 6 am to catch up on some sleep, which I think wasn't alleviating enough because when I met fun people after movies, I felt so heavy. Chilling through the cold breeze evenings had a couple of drinks to satisfy my anger.

It is already 2007 and I barely noticed. Except on New Year’s Eve where I had a great start to the New Year but somehow, I slowly sailed back to 2006. I was hoping I would abandon everything painful, move away to a new world where I can be happy and somehow disremember some people. But I was denied in abysmal misery. Will I still be plagued by everything he said, as my failed attempts to forget him sap me of all my emotional strength? From my own private sanctuary I observe, we can’t stay within days, no wait! hours, without each other. Now I question on why we always have arguments. and it will be better the next morning as if nothing happened.

I am a teenybopper full of teen angst which sometimes goes unexpressed, I sound like pussy when I go on a giant rant. Just excuse me, please.

Hapi new year lovely people.