Apologies for the lack of updates, due to bad weather. haa. shEesh. it's been rainy these few days. & i've been spending time lazing around at crib or to my lessons. boo hoo. but, the accompany of granny makes me comfy as she home-make deliciously hot chocolate for me every nite. even though sometimes she's s a pain, she's sweet most of the time. huhu.

I’m lost in confusion era. and I don’t want to get hurt or be blamed anymore, that’s the last thing I want to feel right now. It’s a tragedy that I’ll miss you when it’s inadequate to be with you. But the feeling of butterflies in my tummy suddenly arrives,automatically breaks down my sadness and worriness when you’re near. No words can explain my feelings. Really.

I keep telling myself to stop getting involved but some things are inescapable. I'm still holding on to a possibility, hoping I don't let go. In this entanglement, I feign nonchalance and still engulfed by confusion, I ask, is reparation out of reach already?