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i write habitually as a way to verbalize my far too complex thoughts which are always in a web of words, tightly woven in fabric of sentences that complicate life unnessarily.

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Tuesday, November 28, 2006 11/28/2006 05:56:00 PM

I haven't been working on my school stuff

because I tend to procrastinate.

I am hell-bent on some version of productivity

but somewhere in the back of my mind

I should've known better.

How else to explain a procrastinator's mind?

my endlessly annoying flu comes agian.

UrGH.

tomolo's BH paper.

more UrGh!.

i'm in totally dead meat.

i've yet to do studying

& guess wat

i lost my revision papers.

this sucks.

when u

really wanted to

do something good

for once,

then something bad would come along.

& it really gets to me.

I need to go somewhere with the premise of actually accomplishing something

other than whatever I am doing now.

I am almost panicking at the thought of getting kicked out from school.

I wonder how long will I be able to perpetuate this fiction that I am going to be sympathised by the school and still be given a few more chances.

Dammit.